Saturday, May 10
So, I go for the Beta on Wednesday- 4 days ish.
Last time I was waiting for the Beta back in February (I can't believe it's been so long...) on the Saturday (again, 4ish days before-- I had the test on the Wednesday that week, too) I started to feel really faint cramps and just generally a little "weird". At the time I was feeling really optimistic because, while a lot of the symptoms could be considered precursors to getting my period, many of them could be symptoms to early pregnancy too. So obviously I was hoping that it was the latter. Unfortunately things didn't work out.
Well, today... and a little bit yesterday... I've started to feel "weird" again. Crampy twinges and whatnot. I'm just not sure how to feel about them... because of what happened last time. Like, I don't know if the symptoms that I felt last time were really symptoms of early pregnancy-- and that it just went "wrong" later on, of if the symptoms were just for starting bleeding.
So basically all I feel right now is... AHHHH! Wednesday cannot come fast enough.
On the plus side, the past week and a half has gone pretty quickly- I've managed to stay verrry busy. I'm just anxious for Wednesday. I can get blood drawn starting at 6:30am. Maybe I'll just show up early to make sure I'm number 1... and thus number 1 to be called back in the PM. :) Luckily I have school that day. In February I was on vacation and the wait was UNBEARABLE!! I sat in bed watching really bad TV and just W-A-I-T-E-D and it took until almost 5pm for them to call which is VERY unusual.
On the plus side... many of the other blogs I read are going quite well. I'm very excited for everyone else that I am reading about!! I'm so happy that things are looking up!! I'm keeping my fingers crossed for everyone!