Negative...

I went in this AM for blood and it went well.  I just got the call, though.  Negative.  So... next cycle I guess.  I don't even know what to say...  I can't say I'm heart broken because I kind of expected it.  However, I am worn out and broken down... it sucks.  Honestly, I'm not sure how long I can do this... it just hurts.  :(  I know I'm still in the early game, but it didn't get easier.  I can only hope that it does...