Sunday, November 1
1 year ago today I miscarried my first "official" pregnancy (vs. the chemical which was over before I knew). What a difference a year can make.
This past year has been both the happiest and saddest of my life. Johnny and I have grown so much and gone through more than either of us ever expected. We're not where we expected to be... but in some ways it is so much better and, in others, it's so much worse.
I can only wonder where the next year will take us. The next year will tell us when Colby will come home, when we will jump back into IF, when we will expect to make Colby a big brother... I have a feeling that, from now on, all the years we pass will be "big" ones.