Wednesday, February 13
It's strange how infertility makes life so much about waiting.
I consider myself pretty proactive... I try to get things done when they need to be done. I don't usually stop until things are done. However, infertility isn't like that. Or at least not in the same way. It's blood test... wait. U/S... wait. Usually it's only a few days so it's not so bad. You feel like you're getting things done. However, this last week has been TORTURE. Waiting for the past week has been no fun. I still have another whole week to wait. I can't wait... and I feel myself getting so excited, anxious, jittery... everything. I just hope and pray and wish and cross my fingers that it will be positive. I know that I don't want to have to go through this whole things again... it takes well over 1 month just for one cycle.
Sooo I continue to wait. :)