Tuesday, February 26
The waiting continues... and I hate to wait
And so, my levels went down. Or at least they're going down. I go again next Tuesday for more blood tests to make sure that they're zero-ing. I'll start my next Clo.mid cycle with Day 1. At the earliest that will be late March. Most likely I will have to start again with Provera for 10ish days. That will push actually starting Clo.mid to early April. And therefore, finding out about pregnancy for late April/early May. And there we have it... a few more months of more waiting.
But it will be worth it- I'm sure of it.
Oh, and I was really pregnant. A chemical pregnancy as they called it. And it most likely did implant due to the pain I had the other day. So there we have it. Do we tally this as a miscarriage? Because I thought it would feel different... and I'd feel different. Sometimes I even surprise myself.