Thursday, March 7
Meet Hunter Jacob. Mr. No Name no longer. :)
Hunter finally got a name yesterday evening. We'd been tossing around Hunter for the longest time so I'm not surprised we came back to it. If Sydney were a boy she would have been Hunter. We went back and forth this time with Owen and Landon and Hudson and just about every boys name there is in this world. We narrowed it down to Owen and Hunter and let Colby choose the final outcome. Then middle names were impossible too! We went with Jacob because Colby really wanted Jake like Jack and the Neverland Pirates and I not a a fan of "nickname" names (or what I perceive to be nicknames!) so we went with the "longer version" and got Jacob.
Yesterday afternoon Hunter broke free of the NICU! He was doing great with everything, so down he came! Around 2pm he came into my room & didn't leave until about 1am. I was constantly pumping and feeding, but I am getting ZERO from pumping right now. I got a little in the beginning, but it's been hours and hours (like almost 48) since I really got anything. It's so discouraging. So I was hoping he was getting something, but at 1 they had to take him to get vitals checked and they found that his blood sugar was a tad low. So they kept him there and gave him the tinnny bit I had pumped before. And then they ended up having to supplement with formula. I was a little disappointed about that, but really, in the end I wanted him fed not starving because I need to dictate everything.
Yesterday afternoon three cuties came to visit this baby brother too.
I didn't get pictures of just Colby & Hunter because I was trying to protect my incision and Hunter, but oh my goodness, Colby is So in love I can't stand it. And not in the "this is interesting" way that he was with the girls. This boy was just BURSTING at the seams and SO proud of "his baby".
Zoe was pretty "meh" about the whole thing. She came into my room & went and played near the window, happy as a clam. And that was it. :) She peeked around at Hunter a few times and came and sat with me, but all in all, she was pretty uninterested.
Sydney kept pointing at Hunter and saying "the baby". She liked to sit in my lap and pat his head (and then his eyes and nose and mouth). She seems to like him more in the "that's interesting" way that Colby regarded the girls.
My in-laws came to visit today. Can you spell awkward? Johnny's plan was to have a "sit down" with them about babyshower/purposely hurting me thing (because it has become so much more than the shower) but that was this weekend & we obviously didn't get there so he tried to be the bigger person and invited them to meet Hunter. I tried to be the bigger person and to be civil and to let them hold Hunter. But ... I don't know what I expected. An apology? Something? It was so awkward. His mom said maybe 4 words to me and though the shower was brought up (my older brother was visiting too and he asked something) there wasn't even a glimmer of saying anything. And then they left and she stood across the room and said "Bye" and that was it. It was just so weird. So weird. Johnny's dad seemed to be a little clueless about the whole thing because he talked more, but at the same time, he made it clear to Johnny earlier that he 100% sided with Johnny's mom, so it was still a little odd.
Anyways. It's quarter past 5 & I'm finishing up pumping. Once again I got pretty much nothing, but even a drop at this point is an improvement.
Crossing my fingers...
1. Hunter stays down instead of having to go back to the NICU
2. I start to pump more
3. I start to really be able to take on feeding this boy
4. My incision starts to hurt SO MUCH less ... because OUCH right now.